Haven’t done my backflip in 4 months! Was a little nervous.
Told my friend “tell me when you’re recording” 3 secs later..
Me: “oh” lol *preps for flip*
Recently, people have been passing away. I hate it. My closes friend’s dad dies due to a drunk driver. One of my old high school friends died today. It sucks. I don’t like losing people. I hate seeing other people sad over loses. I gotta be strong for them and myself, but sometimes you just want to run into someones arms and cry yourself. Being strong is hard on its own, and sometimes we fall and pick ourselves up. But, having to be strong all the time is hard, you have to hold back emotions sometimes and not let it get the best of you. You have to put up this front for people not to judge you and think you’re fine, when really you just wanna break down.
To sum it up. I hate losing people, friendships, and more. I have the hardest time letting go. I couldn’t imagine when someone close to me passes away. I don’t know what I’d do. I just hope that the support is there when it does happen and someone can be strong for me for once.